From Out Of The Ashes

Forever Rising

Today was uneventful for the most part. Let's recap a little bit from yesterday.

Allison- Evidentally Spencer and I are pedophiles. That's pretty gay. She's pissed off at the truth. I'd say that I'm sorry about it but I'm not. The truth hurts, what can I say?

Paige- Awesome today. I'm glad our relationship is improving. Really I am. O, don't worry about the whole glasses thing. It's all cool. If some people don't like it tell them to go fuck themselves, they may just take you up on it.

Amber- Rise, my friend, rise. Seriously, Amber, I'm here for whatever you need. I totally understand. But I'm glad that you decided to comment like you told me you would. Thanks for that. Anyway, I'll see you tomorrow for that whole anatomy thing. That'll be fun I guess lol.

Isabel- Still want my money. Can't understand why you're mad at me. Little gay. Sorry lol.

Ericka- Can't really understand why you're pissed either. Tired of people being pissed at me. Nice Target bra though. Good choice, very supportive....adds shape. Like it.

Spencer- All about that German project. 122,000 and counting! I was thinking though last night. Which one of us is The Jackal and which is The Lion?

Josh Hall- You read my journal, good stuff. I'm really glad you're my friend. O and more than Friday nights will cost you more ;-) Just so you know.

The rest of the people get jipped cause they don't read it. So fuck 'em is what I say. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! lol

The phoenix continues to soar. Higher and higher. It's good stuff. Seriously though. Good fucking stuff. My grades have taken a turn around for the better for this grading period. You can't beat that. Well you fuckers can try but you won't succeed very well.

O, with all credit to Spencer, I'd like to do myself.

Preston- You've been through a lot. That I understand. You can be a dick sometimes because that's what you are sometimes lol. Not everybody cares what you have to say all of the time but you let it known anyway. You care too much all together. You try to live in tomorrow and not today. I guess by living in tomorrow you hope that maybe you can change something for somebody to help them and/or yourself when tomorrow actually comes. You manage to get into the center of everything even if it is not your place. You are pompus most of the time because that's who you want to be. I guess that might have been wrong. You act better than you really area because that is who you want to be. That's not a bad thing, that's just how it is. You tend to be blunt and not really care about the reprecussions at times. You'd make a good politician. You like to be in the center of the action, shake hands, and kiss babies. You'd be better at life as a whole if you cared abit more and actually paid attention. You're good at telling people what they want to hear, whether its the truth or not. Sometimes you manipulate people in order to change the course of time. What your motives are is not the point, you just do it. You're a funny man who's a little bit crazy. That's never a bad thing. You're a loyal friend when it comes down to the wire. You don't always play by the rules because you think that you should make them. You fight gallantly for the causes your believe in most, even if other people don't like them. But most of all, you're a damn good card player, and that's what matters in life.

Well I have to get ready to go for tonight. Don't all of you fuckers have too much fun.

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Preston