Everything That Has A Beginning...

Last night was awesome. Amber, Spencer, and I went to TGI Friday's and eventually David came too. We talked and stuff. Then we went back to Amber's and watched Gladiator. Always a good choice. Spencer played Galactican with Kevin. I think they did all right. Then we all went and played pool. Spencer and I won due to David knocking in the 8 ball. So that was a plus. Then we got kicked out of Ambers. All in all it was pretty good stuff. Thanks guys for a good time. I woke up this morning at about 10. That's not bad since I went to be at about 1. So 9 hours is all right. I will probably end up taking a nap some time so it works out.

Spring is my favorite season. It really is. I love to just sit and listen to the rain and thunderstorms. I even love the smell of spring, especially after it has just rained. But unfortunately the smell of spring, to me, leaves me with not such good feelings. It reminds me of a time other than now when I made a mistake. A mistake that if I were to go back in time I would probably fix. I was young then, much younger than I am now, stupid even. If only I knew what the outcome of that mistake was...I guess I do not like the smell of spring. That is too bad, because spring is my favorite season.

...Has An End.

Well, I guess it is time to come to the main point of my entry today. I believe that I can easily predict that some relationships, in the next few months will rise and others will fall. Everything that has a beginning has an end. I do not believe that I should say which I believe will end and rise for fear of jinxing anybody but I am almost certain that it will happen. And if it does not happen than I am happy that I am wrong, for it will make each of our lives a lot easier. Which that is never a bad thing. Some of us will be forced to make some choices that will have good and bad outcomes for different people. Things are going to get mixed up. We should not fear change for it always leads to something new. We must be careful because fearing loss is a most selfish act. Do not mourn themt. Do not miss them. Be happy that they are happy. Attachment leads to jealousy. That is the shadow of greed. Just hang tight guys, this'll be an interesting ride. The tide of the storm is changing. This will be the end ... and the beginning.

Speaking of the beginning...hmm...it seems as if I am meant to be torn in life. I like her but she would never like me in return. I hate it. I cannot stand it. The fact of just not knowing. What to do...What to do....hmm...meditate on this I will. Perhaps in the coming time, when the situation of many begins to change my fate will change.

This is the name of the new Star Wars movie auf Deutsch. I thought it was pretty cool so I put it in. On a lighter note, I got this from Amber's journal. Please fill it out.

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?.

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Have a good day guys. Where's the comments people?

Preston