Perhaps Things Will Be Better?

Today was a bit better. I was actually happy. Still not as happy as I that I would wish to be but still happy. I want to be with somebody more than anything. Who that person(s) are is still going to be kept under lock and key but I want to. That is probably the key source of my depression at this point in time, being lonely. Hopefully, some day relatively soon, I will be happy yet again.

Saw Paige today. She's very pretty and yet she still hates me. She does an good job covering it up though. Wish she didn't too, it would be very nice.

Thought about prom today. Probably not going to go due to the lack of a date. Kind of sad but it's the truth.

Lastly, Spencer.... dunno, the more I think about college the more I want to be friends with him. Love that guy like a brother. I'd die to save him no doubt. I just hope we stay friends through the best and the worst times.

That's all for tonight.

Preston