A Safe Trip

Landing on Kamino

I have safely landed on Kamino. I have yet to send my report via transmission so this will have to do for now.

I know this is bad but I go through two phases. The first phase, and the best, is love for all of mankind. Like it's not a pity but like I seriously love everybody. No matter who they are or anything. Like they are all at the same playing level. I guess in this phase I do kind of feel sorry for everybody. I know that I usually want to help everybody during this phase as much as I can. I tend to be too nice and giving. The there's the second phase, which is terrible. I loathe mankind. Everything about it. During these times I hate this place. This zoo. This prison. This reality, whatever you want to call it, I can't stand it any longer. It's the smell, if there is such a thing. I feel saturated by it. I can taste their stink and every time I do, I fear that I've somehow been infected by it.

I guess it might be the Gemini twins in me. I don't know. I like phase one more than phase two but there are somedays where I just can't help it. I know that is is wrong to have phase two at all and that I should be better than that. But I am not. I know that there are some of you that can relate to how I feel and what I endure.

That's all for today.

Preston