Will It Ever End?
Today started like every other day. I woke up tired and depressed. Solid start, right? Thought so. Cell phone broke last night so that became priority to get fixed this morning. There were only a thousand people at the Verizon store though so that's gay. Anyway I had an interesting dream last night. I am going to keep it to myself however for now.
Talked to Allison today. She is probably one of my best friends. Wish she didn't push me to the side wanting better friends than I. (sigh) Anyway, we talked for a little bit about how both of our lives suck. I tried to tell her that her life didn't suck and that she was pretty. I don't think that she took anything that I said seriously though. I want Allison and I to become good friends but I don't think she wants that to happen or I don't think it is meant to happen, have yet to decide. I guess it really doesn't matter though. Just like when Allison and I used to be really good friends things were...happy. I could tell her anything and everything and her the same with me but I guess....I dunno. Allison is....well....I'll just leave it at that. Some of you already know what I'm going to say. Those of you who don't obviously don't deserve to know.
Still pretty depressed bout life. Figured out that I don't know anything today. That didn't help any. I thought about a great many things though. What life will be like after high school. Who my friends will be. What will happen even after that. It got overwhelming so I stopped.
Well I have to go do some homework or whatever.
Preston
Talked to Allison today. She is probably one of my best friends. Wish she didn't push me to the side wanting better friends than I. (sigh) Anyway, we talked for a little bit about how both of our lives suck. I tried to tell her that her life didn't suck and that she was pretty. I don't think that she took anything that I said seriously though. I want Allison and I to become good friends but I don't think she wants that to happen or I don't think it is meant to happen, have yet to decide. I guess it really doesn't matter though. Just like when Allison and I used to be really good friends things were...happy. I could tell her anything and everything and her the same with me but I guess....I dunno. Allison is....well....I'll just leave it at that. Some of you already know what I'm going to say. Those of you who don't obviously don't deserve to know.
Still pretty depressed bout life. Figured out that I don't know anything today. That didn't help any. I thought about a great many things though. What life will be like after high school. Who my friends will be. What will happen even after that. It got overwhelming so I stopped.
Well I have to go do some homework or whatever.
Preston


1 Comments:
For the record this is not Preston, this is a friend who is lame and still writes on cave walls, or on papyrus or in ink (you know one of those primative forms of writing) o well. I'm sending this via his name cause I don't have anything goin un here. So, I know how it goes when you think life sucks, but hey if it means anything I'll vote for you in the election, the one this year and the one when you run for presidency of the United States. Its all good. Some words of advice:
1.GO GO POWER RANGERS is the best theme song in the world
2.Germany tastes like chicken
3.Be lost not so poorly in your thoughts (yes thats Macdeath)
4. Live life to the fullest
5. When you bust a move, make sure someone sees it.
6. You are only as cool as your euchre game is
7.Gambling is not a sin...its letting yourself loose thats the sin
8.Learn how to spell bologna before you die...if you couldn't tell I'm still working on it.
9. Write down everything
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST
10. Keep you towel handy and DON'T PANIC!
JaDe
aka Agent M
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