Tonight...

Tonight I said something that I know that I should not have.

My love for you is secret
I weep when we are apart
If I open up my heart
It would rip our friendship apart
So I'll keep my love a secret
A secret of the heart

Please God let her understand if she finds out.

Preston(tears)

Fear The Wrath Of God...

The Creator

I want to make a comment about yesterday's entry. Though I may have thought about it I could never actually go through with it. For one main reason. Many of you, for some reason, think that I do not believe in God. That could not be farther from the truth. I believe in God and fear him. I know that if I were to commit suicide that I could never be in His divine presence or be Enlightened. I know that I am not strong enough to endure the coldness from being away from God. Therefore I couldn't ever do it even if I wanted to. I just thought I should clear that up for any and all who were worried.

Today was pretty good. Mr. Cannoot got made when I said "Japs" and "Krauts." I just like to live in that time in history. Then in Biology Spencer and I kicked some shark ass. So all and all I had a really good day.

This will be the last entry for the next two days due to the fact that I will be travelling to Indianapolis for Celebration III. I will be sure to update when I return.

The Party Of A Life Time

Have a good weekend guys.

Preston out (for a while)

M*I*S*H Gives A D*A*M*N

Suicide Is Painless

Through early morning fog I see

visions of the things to be

the pains that are withheld for me

I realize and I can see...

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

I try to find a way to make

all our little joys relate

without that ever-present hate

but now I know that it's too late, and...

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

The game of life is hard to play

I'm gonna lose it anyway

The losing card I'll someday lay

so this is all I have to say.

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

The only way to win is cheat

And lay it down before I'm beat

and to another give my seat

for that's the only painless feat.

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

The sword of time will pierce our skins

It doesn't hurt when it begins

But as it works its way on in

The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

A brave man once requested me

to answer questions that are key

is it to be or not to be

and I replied 'oh why ask me?'

'Cause suicide is painless

it brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

...and you can do the same thing if you please.

That's what I'm feeling.

Preston out

It's In The Wind...

As Terror Lurks In The Shadows

That had to be about the dumbest idea that Mishawaka High School has ever had in their entire history. I mean it is ridiculous that we run outside when there is a terrorist threat. That's cool. Today was pretty boring. Not a whole lot got done. Pre-cal was really easy. Mrs. Flora threw me out of her seminar today. Evidentally, she does not like "Your mom" jokes. But whatever. Then in Anatomy Amber and I were assigned a project. We're going to sing a song about the trip of a red blood cell. That should be interesting... Anyway, in English we did not do a whole lot of anything. Lastly we had that stupid Terror Drill. That was gay. Then Spencer and I stayed after school to help Cheryl and Allison (who ditched us). I feel that both of us are ready to go.

Well that's all I have for today.

Preston out

Congrats...

Today was actually pretty fun. So that was cool.

German was kind of all right. I can finally do the person I want to do, Jack Bauer. So that's cool. I really don't have anybody in my life that really inspires me but I guess Jack Bauer would have to be my hero. If I was being held hostage anywhere I would only need to call Jack Bauer and he'd get me out no problem. Above that is in German, if you can read it.

Then in U.S. History, Spencer and I pounded on WWII. Mr. Cannoot starts to whip out questions about Hilter and Co. We were all over it. I think Mr. Cannoot was actually impressed. I'm unsure. I have gotten into many an argumet about Adolf Hitler being one of the greatest leaders of all time and that if he was never born nothing that is right now would be the same. Comment on either if you like. Speaking of impressive I think Mrs. Flora was impressed with Spencer and I today. We had some weird asain guy come in and we couldn't really understand him. But whatever.

Off to Biology. This is day 7 of the shark. They're starting to smell really bad. Paige and Wendy went to get gloves but Mr. Man made us press on anyway. I think Mr. Man was impressed with Spencer and my knowledge of the shark. So that's pretty cool. Got that test of Friday guys. I am staying after school tomorrow for an hour to help any and all who need it for the shark anatomy. I'll be

Preston Patillo
Shark Anatomist Extraordinaire
Guaranteeing your "A"
"What is that again? The rectal gland, that's right. Looks like a small penis."

So that'll be fun.

Lastly, I have to congratulate Steven "Andy" O'Dell for winning the presidency of National Honors Society, Spencer Patterson for winning the vice-presidency of National Honors Society and Joshua Hall for winning treasurer of National Honors Society. Good job guys, you deserve it.
It should be interesting to see you guys play out your roles.

That's all I have for now guys.

Preston out

Even More Quizzes...

You scored as yoda. You are Yoda. You're a very wise and practical green midget thingy. People underestimate you but that's okay, you can still kick their asses! yoda 88% luke 67% darth vader 63% leia 54% the emperor 38% han 25% Which Star Wars Charectar Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Not the Dictator Type. You are mushy and nostalgic for that whole democracy thing! That or you just haven't got the cahonnehs to be brutal! Either way, stick to your day job! Russia 69% Not the Dictator Type 69% Pakistan 56% Cuba 31% North Korea 25% What country should you be dictator of? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Writer. Yeah your're a writer sorry you wont make any money! Writer 75% Lawyer 67% Chef 58% model 29% singer 25% What's your ideal career((dont worry just mad by a 16 yr ol dont base you life on this!)) created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Strategist. You scored Strategist you are good at creating strategys and not that athlitick and should stick to the desk job. Strategist 94% soldier 63% fodder 13% what milatery positon are you created with QuizFarm.com

O, there was no html code for these three so I'll just say it. The bounty hunter I am most like is Jango Fett. The way I'd die if I was in Star Wars, lightsaber duel. And (the one I am most proud of) the charactoer of 24 I am most like Jack Bauer, after a rigorous test of over 50 questions.

That's all for now.

Preston Out

Today...

Today was boring for the most part. I went to school, pretended to learn. The only fun I did have is when I smacked around Allison in Biology. Good times, Patti, good times. It's so frickin hot. It's not just hot though, it's humid. I hate it. Give me 74 degrees and rainy any day. Maine and Washington are calling my name. Anyway, for lack of anything better to do, I took this from Amber. Fill it out please

1. Who are you?

2. When and how did we meet?

3. How have I affected you?

4. What do you think of me?

5. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

6. How long do you think we will be friends?

7. Do you love me?

8. Do you have a crush on me?

9. Would you kiss me?

10. Would you hug me?

11. Physically, what stands out?

12. Emotionally, what stands out?

13. Do you wish I was cooler?

14. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

15. Am I loveable?

16. What do you think my weakness is?

17. Do you think I'll get married? To you?

19. What makes me sad?

20. Do you think I could kill someone?

21. Do you think that someone would kill me?

22. If i were an animal, what do u think i would be?

23. If i were a song, what would i be?

24. Do u think i will be happy in the future?

25. If we ever grow apart, will u miss me?

26. If we ever grow apart, would i be someone that u look back fondly on?

27. Have i ever taught you anything?

28. Have i been there for you?

29. Do u need me? [friend, aquaintance, etc]

30. if u were to make a screen name for me, what would it be?

31. What is your favorite sport to watch/play etc.?

Have a good night guys.

Preston Out

more quizes...

You scored as Republican. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'> Republican 75% Fascism 50% Socialist 50% Anarchism 42% Democrat 42% Communism 42% Green 33% Nazi 17% What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Albus Dumbledore. Strong and powerful you admirably defend your world and your charges against those who would seek to harm them. However sometimes you can fail to do what you must because you care too much to cause suffering. Albus Dumbledore 85% Harry Potter 85% Hermione Granger 80% Severus Snape 75% Sirius Black 75% Remus Lupin 75% Draco Malfoy 50% Ron Weasley 50% Lord Voldemort 45% Ginny Weasley 20% Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...? created with QuizFarm.com

Unexpected Death...

Most of today was boring. Thought I must remember that it was so much better than being in school so I mustn't complain much. The day was topped off very interestingly.

I went outside for a bit of fresh air and to check out my hot tub and there he was. Darth Ter-Ca Camis, Lord of the Sith, in the flesh. Before I could get a figure out waht has happening the Sith Lord got off a death blow with his lightsaber, that I barely blocked. Our sabers continued to hit as we jumped and parried to avoid one anothers attacks. Leaping over one another in an incredible display of acrobatics, we fight harder than ever. Then I grabbed my second lightsaber and ignited it. The fighter grew faster than before on and on. Then Ter-Ca knocked the lightsaber out of my right hand. He was well trained and stronger than I was, probably faster too. I grew tired. Then it came. He jolted the hilt of his lightsaber into my abdomen. I did not even see it coming. As I went down I grabbed his throat, trying to choke him to death. He just smiled at my. Through the Force he grabbed my other lightsaber and stabbed me through the back. That was it. The battle was over. I had lost. Ter-Ca Camis hissed at the sky and then looked down at my corpse as he holstered his saber and walked away...

Preston

Taking From Amber's...

You scored as Loner. Loner 75% Ghetto gangsta 69% Prep/Jock/Cheerleader 63% Punk/Rebel 44% Geek 44% Goth 38% Drama nerd 31% Stoner 25% What's Your High School Stereotype? created with QuizFarm.com

I didn't like the choices for celebrities so I didn't do it. And then I just chose others.

You scored as Islam. Your beliefs are most similar to those of Islam. Do more research on Islam and possibly consider taking the shahadah and officially becoming a Muslim, if you aren't already. Despite the actions of some - who go against the teachings of Islam - Islam is a religion of peace; the word "islam" means "peace through submission to God." "Muslim" means "one who submits to God." Islam is the third of the three Abrahamic faiths, and it shares much with Judaism in Christianity; its differences are the acceptance of Muhammad as the last and final prophet, and the oneness of God - in other words, that Jesus, though he was a revered prophet, was not in fact God, and only one God exists. Apparently the Taliban could not read (though their name means "students"), because the Qur'an states that men and women are equal as believers, and that all believers should be educated and seek knowledge. Modesty in dress and behavior is required in Islam for both men and women to preserve the values of society and move the emphasis from superificial appearance to intelligence, knowledge, and God. Islam 79% agnosticism 67% Buddhism 54% Judaism 50% Paganism 46% Christianity 42% Satanism 38% atheism 25% Hinduism 17% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

Interesting...

You scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever. Gunshot 80% Disappear 73% Posion 67% Natural Causes 67% Cut Throat 60% Suicide 53% Eaten 47% Bomb 47% Stabbed 40% Disease 33% Accident 27% Drowning 27% Suffocated 20% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

Just how I want it to be.

Preston

A Change...

I am currently working on a new journal. While it is under construction, I have made this promo page. Have fun with that.

www.geocities.com/kaminocloners/Promo.html

Preston