Take Place In The Epic Battles...

Yesterday was pretty cool I guess. I watched The Shield. It was a really good episode, not as good ast 24 but pretty good. I played some video games and that was about the end of my night. O, I talked to Amber on the phone until pretty late. That's cool cause she's a great person to talk to. I got up at 9:43 this morning to get boots for my costume. After I get home, I have to finish packing for my trip with Spencer. That'll be fun (sarcasm about packing). This will probably be my last entry for the week, just to let you all know. I will probably have a monster entry come Sunday though, so beware.

I told you that I keep having this same dream over and over again. It's a good dream, but it is difficult to understand what it means. I am a Jedi in the Clone Wars. We are all there, doing different things, Spencer, Allison, Amber, Paige, everybody. Some Jedi, some Senators, some other things, but we are all there. I cannot really place who I am supposed to be but just when the dream starts to become good I wake up. It is interesting... Meditate on this I will.


Approaching the Storm

I told you guys that I did something on my computer yesterday. Well, as you all know, I love Star Wars. And as you all also know, I am writing a story about us in the 20s. So if you put the two together you get a Star Wars style crawl about that story. I thought it was pretty good stuff. You guys have to imagine the music and the stars behind it. Here you go:

There is unrest between two rival gangs in two distant cities. Several hundred smaller gangs have declared their intentions to leave the dominating gang in New York for the smaller but growing gang in Chicago.

The movement, under the leadership of the mysterious Don Albina, once a member of the New York gang, has made it difficult for the limited number of Capos and their crew to maintain peace and order in the streets of New York.

Capo Amadora is returning to New York to meet with Don Phebe. The Don is expected to make a decision on the critical issue of the gang war and how best to assist the already overwhelmed Capos...

Tell me what you guys think about it. Good or bad, I wanna know. Thanks.


For The Very First Time

Last night, I played yet another video game. It is called Star Wars Battlefront. It's a pretty good game. You get to go by any means to fight in the epic battles that take place in the Star Wars Trilogy. Unfortunately, for me, my teammates thing that is cool to blow me up. Which its not very cool at all. But whatever. Actually, last night they decided not to blow me up. I was awarded Survivalist, Public Enemy, and Dead Eye. It's a good game but way too easy to win. I'll recommend it to any Star Wars fan though.

Have a good day and the rest of the week people. And where's that gravy?

Preston

Side Note

I have a side note for tonight because I am a little more than pissed off. I hate it that I cannot drive. And some may make jest at that fact, and I may pretend to laugh but that probably pisses me off more than anything on the face of the planet. I am the only person on the face of the planet, over 16, who cannot drive. It's not my mother fucking god damn fault that I cannot drive! It's all my fucking mother's fault because she's stupid. I hate her for it. I cannot stand her for it. And none of you know how many times I have been on the verge of leaving this god forsaken city, all of its shit, and her behind over this issue. And everytime, I look at each and everyone of you, and I don't. I never do. And she knows that. As long as I love you guys I could never leave. But I don't find it funny. Not even a little bit. It's frustrating that she's holding me back because she likes to be a bitch. I swear to God some day she will regret doing shit like this to me, I don't care if she thinks she's doing it because this is how she can be a good mother. Fuck that shit. I don't give a fuck. I really don't. And any of you who are reading this that are even thinking that they are going to challenge me about it I'll say it right now "FUCK OFF!" I'm tired of this shit.

Good, I'm glad that I got that out. And for all of you who do think it's funny. You can fuck off too, cock suckers.

Preston

Ps. Do not get the impression that I do not love my mother. Because that is truly not the case, and some of you know how badly I am scarred due to an unfortunate event with her. Though I do not like most of her decisions, I love her with all of my heart, and would gladly die for her. -PJ

Choose Your Path...

Last night was pretty cool. I went to Andy's with Spencer, Kevin, David, April, and Josh. It was pretty cool. Just to let all of you guys know, I passed my test. We played video games and watched the final game of the NCAA tournament. UNC won so that was pretty cool. Then we went over to Kevin's house. We played a little poker, a little video games, then we watched After The Sunset. It was a pretty good movie.

Who Will Walk Away?

Then we talked for a little bit. I think we got to sleep somewhere around fiveish. Then Spencer had to wake up at 8:15 so I decided that it would be a good time for me to leave, also. So we pakced our stuff and left. I went back home and took a shower and stuff. Then Bailey, Cameron, and I went to get our pictures taken. That was a seemingly painless experience. After that, we were drug around the city for Cameron's "field trip." We ended up going to the Res. That was kid of cool. I came back home and took another shower because I was dirty. I made some stuff on my computer that I will post tomorrow.

I had an interesting dream last night. It's a repeated one.

After that we came home for a bit. My costume is 93% complete, which is good. Tomorrow it will be 98% complete. My mom and I went looking for boots today. We did not have a lot of luck so that sucked. Then I came home and washed every piece of clothing I own and folded it. During that I watched the Jack Bauer Power Hour also known as 24. It was really, really, really , really, really good. I really don't know what is going to happen next. The Shield is on tonight so that'll be good. I have to wake up early tomorrow morning because Spencer and I are leaving at noon. But that's cool cause we'll get to play lots of video games.


That Of The Dark Or Of The Light?

This Star Wars game is about to get busted into a million pieces and thrown out the window. It is an RPG that has "real time turn based combat." That sounds like an oxymoron to me but whatever. That, actually, is the most frustrating part of the whole game. You start off as any of three different types of people with an infinite about of different attributes. The game takes place thousands of years before the movies even star. As soon as you are in game play your ship is under attack by the Sith. Your job is to try to get Bastilla, a hero Jedi of the Republic, off the ship, while trying to save your own behind. After that shit just falls apart. I would recommend it if you really have nothing to do and need a video game that'll take up hours upon hours of your time.

That is all for me today, folks, have a good day. Where's the gravy (comments)?

Preston

Everything That Has A Beginning...

Last night was awesome. Amber, Spencer, and I went to TGI Friday's and eventually David came too. We talked and stuff. Then we went back to Amber's and watched Gladiator. Always a good choice. Spencer played Galactican with Kevin. I think they did all right. Then we all went and played pool. Spencer and I won due to David knocking in the 8 ball. So that was a plus. Then we got kicked out of Ambers. All in all it was pretty good stuff. Thanks guys for a good time. I woke up this morning at about 10. That's not bad since I went to be at about 1. So 9 hours is all right. I will probably end up taking a nap some time so it works out.

Spring is my favorite season. It really is. I love to just sit and listen to the rain and thunderstorms. I even love the smell of spring, especially after it has just rained. But unfortunately the smell of spring, to me, leaves me with not such good feelings. It reminds me of a time other than now when I made a mistake. A mistake that if I were to go back in time I would probably fix. I was young then, much younger than I am now, stupid even. If only I knew what the outcome of that mistake was...I guess I do not like the smell of spring. That is too bad, because spring is my favorite season.

...Has An End.

Well, I guess it is time to come to the main point of my entry today. I believe that I can easily predict that some relationships, in the next few months will rise and others will fall. Everything that has a beginning has an end. I do not believe that I should say which I believe will end and rise for fear of jinxing anybody but I am almost certain that it will happen. And if it does not happen than I am happy that I am wrong, for it will make each of our lives a lot easier. Which that is never a bad thing. Some of us will be forced to make some choices that will have good and bad outcomes for different people. Things are going to get mixed up. We should not fear change for it always leads to something new. We must be careful because fearing loss is a most selfish act. Do not mourn themt. Do not miss them. Be happy that they are happy. Attachment leads to jealousy. That is the shadow of greed. Just hang tight guys, this'll be an interesting ride. The tide of the storm is changing. This will be the end ... and the beginning.

Speaking of the beginning...hmm...it seems as if I am meant to be torn in life. I like her but she would never like me in return. I hate it. I cannot stand it. The fact of just not knowing. What to do...What to do....hmm...meditate on this I will. Perhaps in the coming time, when the situation of many begins to change my fate will change.

This is the name of the new Star Wars movie auf Deutsch. I thought it was pretty cool so I put it in. On a lighter note, I got this from Amber's journal. Please fill it out.

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?.

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Have a good day guys. Where's the comments people?

Preston

Who Will You Be?

First, correction from yesterday's entry. I believe that Amber's grandfather is undergoing surgery on Tuesday. So again, be sure kept in our thoughts he is.

And onto today:

Yesterday I finished with a lot of video gaming and sleep. It was a good combination. I spoke with Amber for a little bit on the phone before going to sleep for the night. I woke up this morning at seven and went grocery shopping with my mom. Then I came home and took a nap. My outer robe is 100% complete. I agree with Spencer, the Star Wars Celebration III will probably be a lot geekier than Scienve Olympiad but that's ok. I'm only doing it once in my enitre life. So I'm really happy about that. O, and if you remember about the costume yesterday, I put it on today. Cameron flipped out. He would have sworn up and down that I was Emperor Palpatine himself. He was crying and screaming. It was a real knee slapper.



So then yesterday I started to play this game about Star Wars. It's called Dark Brotherhood. Now before you start to think that it is a cult, its not. Basically you are training to become a Dark Jedi. You are a member of a house and a clan. You can be awarded medals and promotions. It's kind of cool. Well, for lack of better things to do I am actively playing. It's really not a bad game to play and I recommend it to anybody who likes Star Wars and is bored.


In The Course Of Life?

I played this game last night called Fable. It is a game about a boy and his family is murdered. So he is forced to live a tough life at a guild, training to become the greatest swordsman ever. But is it for an eye for an eye or for turning the other cheek and helping people? That is for you to decide. Everything is for you to devide. Whether you are good or bad, old or young, fat or muscular, battle hardened or a pussy, that is all reflected in your character's physical appearance. The only complaint I have about the game is that it seems to go quickly. But other than that, all in all it is a really good game that I highly recommend to anybody.

Well, that is all that I have for now. Tomorrow's entry will be a lot more indepth, I promise.

Preston