The title about sums up my day. Actually that is what sums up most days. I really wish that most people could just get a long but most can't and/or won't. It is quite upsetting. Let me start by stating specific friends.
The first and formost is Spencer. Spencer has been my friend from...well since before I can remember, they tell me kindegarten though. If there was ever a friend that I did not want to lose, it'd have to be him. He's the most loyal and trustworthy friends I have, and ready to rise to the challenge when necessary. I try my best not to make him angry, for if I lose him, I have lost it all. Sometimes I feel that he gets upset with me over stuff but he won't tell me. I wish he would.
Next, I'll speak about Amber. Amber is a very good friend, very good. Perhaps one of the best. Recently, in a scuffle with another good friend, Allison, she got my full support. She has recently lost Allison as a friend and is now relying on Paige (ugh but I'll get to that later). Amber and Allison still get into small skirmishes but I really don't know what to say about it. I feel bad for her now, however, because she is having relationship difficulties. I wish I could help, but I know I can't.
Third will be Allison. Allison and I have our ups and our downs, no doubt in that. I have never been able to read her very well but she's always been able to read me like a book. At times that becomes frustrating but I live with it. My feelings for Allison vary from day to day. I am not going to elaborate on that at this time. I feel that we are pretty good friends for the most part, even though I wish that we could become better friends...
I should speak about is my good friend Ericka. Our relationship has been an...interesting one. Part of me wishes that I could go back in time any change some things. Another part of me knows that what happened happened for a reason. Even though that is what I tend to believe there are time that I may not like it. I do know, however, that in the end what happened will always be my fault, therefore I have to live with it. I wish we could become better friends then that in which we are....which is nothing. But that choice is hers and hers alone and she knows that.
Let us move onto Josh Hall. This kid is an interesting character to say the least. Mainly because he tries to please everybody and fit in. What he does not understand that without his personality and with the personality of another that's just it. He's not him. He is clearly accepted in our group, being invited to do absolutely anything that we go and do. He does try to please everybody and that just is not possible sometimes. He's actually a really cool guy that is going to eventually make more money than God. He gets upset that he has no girlfriend and yet he will be the next Hugh Heffner. Life is full of its ironies isn't it?
We'll move to people I particularly don't like. First on the dock is Paige. Paige doesn't like me for some reason nor do I care really. I have never done anything to upset her that I can remember but if I did I am sorry because it really wasn't worth her being pissy with me all day everyday. She's a bitch to most people most of the time, even though most do not realize it. It's ok though cause I do. Can't say anything about it cause most won't believe me. Paige tries to manipulate people (like another I know) but the keyword is "tries." She is usually too sloppy or impatient to actually get the job done. Not to mention she's still bitter about her break up with Frankie. I'm so sorry, Paige. Get the fuck over it.
While we're on people I don't like we'll put two in one. Mr and Mrs Josh Rendal AKA The Pope's Children. As the story goes, the Pope was lonely one day and prayed to God for children to make him happy. God, loving the Pope, sent down two pure children. One was named Josh and the other was named Barbie. These two were the most holy and pure human beings to exist on the planet and had the divine right, given by God Himself, to judge man kind. Well, one day the Pope walked into their quarters in the Vatican and saw his Children holding hands while praying. This angered the Pope so he prayed to God. God, being disappointed in his Children exiled them to Hell on Earth. So they went to do what they were always meant to do: judge man kind. And here they are now in Mishawaka, Inidiana and we get to deal with their crap. That should sum up what I don't like about them.
Well, that's enough for now, if I feel like writing more I will.
Preston
