I'm So Fucking Tired...

I'm tired guys. I am tired of being treated like shit and kissing ass to get no where. I am not "reading" anybody I'm just telling it how it is. I am unappreciated most of the time until somebody needs something and that is made abundantly clear due to the inability to reason with those who are upset with me. They will not even give me a chance. I guess when things get shitty I must have some other motive. I'm glad you can read me too. You've been reading me well for a long time then. I'm just tired of it and want to be friends. Why is that too much to ask?

Preston out

Interesting...

Your Birthdate: June 2

Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life. The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly. Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group. You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection. You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil. It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Last Night Was...

School sucked yesterday. I am not going to lie to you guys and tell you anything different. It was terrible. We had the Jew for a sub. He wouldn't let us do anything. He was a faggot. During Seminar he said that we couldn't look at exotic animals online so Spencer and I went to Mr. Man to get a note saying that we could. lol that was probably the best part of the day.

A bunch of the guys went over to Andy's to play the greatest FPS ever made, Goldeneye. It is actually in the top ten of greatest games made ever. So that was pretty cool. Then we ordered these G-Bomb pizzas from South Bend because Andy is an idiot and called the wrong place. We were taking turns in the bathroom all night. If you were to light a match in that room the house would have blown up.

Then we played some serious Texas Hold'em. I placed third and I really don't remember who placed first or second. Elliot got fourth from what I remember though.

The website Josh Hall has made for me is up and running but it is still under construction. It does look really nice and as soon as it's even 50% done I'll put up the url to the site.

More later maybe.

Preston out

Thank you...

Today I had three tests. It really wasn't that bad. German I missed five so that was a bitch. US History was pretty easy, I was the first one done, as always. I took a Biology test and with Mr. Man's help I got all of them correct. That class is ridiculous. Nobody really cares if somebody leaves. It's terrible. I don't even like going there anymore. If it wasn't for Paige and Spencer I wouldn't. I was really hyper today and I really don't know why.

The awards thing tonight was gay, as predicted. I have two tests tomorrow so that's gay. I really don't want to go but I'm pretty sure the perfect three will go to work tomorrow.


The new Xbox was unveiled today as seen above. It is incredible. Xbox 360: Gaming has come full circle.


After some serious consideration I have choosen the person I need to complete the story line. That character will be Nate. I can't say a lot about his character or what he is doing. It is just him. If anybody wants to know more speak with me. Hopefully there will be a promo site up and running soon if the graces of the one and only Josh J. Hall chooses. That should be good. Thanks Josh. Thank you all for your comments.

Preston out

Help...

I need some help guys. I need one more character for my story about the mafia and I do not know who to make it. I will give you the list of characters that I have already used but I just can't figure it out. Now, I do have the complete story outline for this story I just need a person that we know in order to continue. Again it must be somebody we know. Here is the list of the people already used.

Preston
Spencer
Barbie
Andy
Paige
Allison
Josh Hall
Amber
David
and
Josh R

Thank you guys for your help.

Preston out

Ps. Don't be upset if you have not been included. It is not because I do not like you. It is very difficult due to time constraints to introduce a character just to have them never return not to mention it makes me feel really stupid for even having them in the story. Sorry. -PJ

Sad...

I am sad cause comments are at a record low...

Preston sadly out

Wow...

As you all know, I have been writing these stories or whatever you want to call them for a while. For the mafia one I have hit a record of fifty pages today. I know that doesn't sound like much but it really is. I did not like where the story was going so I had to tear the whole thing down and start from scratch. I was not running as similar to our lives as I wanted it to. The theme will remain the same. The most difficult part probably was the choosing of Godfather's. Surprisingly for the story to work out the Godfather is a female. I may post more about it later. An exerpt perhaps. Who knows. Gotta run.

Preston out

Time Is Up...

Only two more episodes of the best show on television are left. It was great tonight.

What happened today? A lot of nothing. It is always depressing when you don't even make personal accomplishments.

Preston out

After Action Report...

Last night (prom) was not as bad as it could have been. Diner took way too long to get to us. That pissed me off more than anything about the whole night. All in all I was pretty happy. I hope everybody had a good time. All of the ladies looked stunning. Thank you each for the dances. Spencer's B-day party at the end was fun. Happy B-Day, Pat.

I had a relapse in the middle of prom. Broke down when I got home. Feel like dying now. I hate it. I just want to be loved again. Why is that so wrong?

Suicide Is Painless

Through early morning fog I see

visions of the things to be

the pains that are withheld for me

I realize and I can see...

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

I try to find a way to make

all our little joys relate

without that ever-present hate

but now I know that it's too late, and...

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

The game of life is hard to play

I'm gonna lose it anyway

The losing card I'll someday lay

so this is all I have to say.

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

The only way to win is cheat

And lay it down before I'm beat

and to another give my seat

for that's the only painless feat.

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

The sword of time will pierce our skins

It doesn't hurt when it begins

But as it works its way on in

The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...

that suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

A brave man once requested me

to answer questions that are key

is it to be or not to be

and I replied 'oh why ask me?'

'Cause suicide is painless

it brings on many changes

and I can take or leave it if I please.

...and you can do the same thing if you please.

Tired of doing this.

Preston out